Doreen' s

Today is 25th, if we still together we'll celebrating our fifth month today. But, still i thank you for the 95 days of memories that you given to me. I feel like i got the best boyfriend in the world at that time. I swear i really feel damn secure during our second month. But soon, we quarrel and cold war almost everyday. I know that sometimes i really being so unreasonable, giving you attitude and yet you still try your best giving in to me, not showing me attitude and always stand up for me. I still remember every time you say something about me and I'll always say to you "den go find another girl la" and you will be saying "nope, i only want you". Even if just sweet talk but i still happy. Maybe i really did once take your love for granted but i never once regret being together with you. Maybe yes, cause if back then we didn't together I'll still be your daughter. But neither i never once regret leaving you too cause you deserve someone better than me. You said that I'm the best girlfriend that you ever had, but i doubt so. Its seems like the opposite way.. I wont cry, i wont feel sad, I'm gonna be numb and i won't look back. I hope you'll be fine and get on with life, because you are my best memories at all time. No matter sweet sour bitter or whatever. A r/s i shed many tears for. A r/s which let me understand the definition of love. We both have to move on, I'm just your ex, just like any of your ex. No difference.

Sorry for not updating yesterday, as i am busy sleeping hehehe.

Yesterday nothing happen at all is just a normal day with zoey and darren. Hoho and darren become my so call "father". As for today, i didn't went to school cause i couldn't wake. And i just rot my day away. Feel so damn lifeless lo. All i do is rot rot and rot. But i bet i am not the only one! Hehe. So if you say me lifeless so same does to you ok. My mood does up when i know that tomorrow is holiday! But i swear i will miss my school friends want ok :( andandand, hoho i got class chalet during the early june! Jelly? ^^

Been thinking what to post the whole day till now. Seriously i not only lazy to blog but dont even know what to post -__- idiotic much. Ok, I dont know why but suddenly i hate smoking smell so much now and i've already quit ok. Want know why? Hehe. Ok la, some stupid reason. Firsty, smoking will make your face cui, so yknow why my face look so cui already right!! Secondly, smoking make you fat too. Third, its will spoil your first impression but i dont really care about that. Cause you couldn't be you dont smoke infront of them when you first saw them but when you meet them the second time, and they will be, " HUH YOU GOT SMOKE WANT MEH? THEN WHY THAT TIME YOU NO SMOKE?! " Lol super ps want sia if they say that to you. And you cant be saying "No la, cause i want my first impression to be good ma." And they'll be wtf this kind of person also got. HAHAHAHAHA ok shall end here. Quit smoking guys!!

HI, me is back to blog for you stalkers to see hehe. After school actually wanted to go make my ez-link card but i forgot to bring my ic. And wasted a trip to there but then since i at jurong east meet my sister to jcube. Seriously jcube nothing to walk want at all noh, IMM better and bigger ok. Anyway, i got another things to blog about. I don't understand why people love to pretend infront of their friends and boygirlfriend. As in for girls, MOSTLY not all, They love to act gentle in front of those boys especially with their innocent looks they got. Whats really matter most is being yourself. You can pretend but you cant pretend forever right. Dont you feel tired pretending to be nice, not showing any attitude and worse if you're not gentle type. Are you gonna pretend gentle forever? Nobody can do it. Everyone will get tired of pretending so girls stop pretending and get real! And as for boys, acting cool, scolding vulgar, finding trouble, acting like you know how to fight when you dont, i swear is a big major turnoff to girls. Mature is what you really need to do. Dont you feel that mostly all girls go for guys that bigger than them 1 or 2 years? No offence but just stating the facts and saying about how i feel.

Ok hi, as i said i'll blog about this guy on top. He my so call best friend la. Hahaha he a.k.a folly. Folly this name nice right! Keke obviously, cause is named by me and zolly. Hehe. He ah... sometimes the way he talk you will really want punch his face x1000000000000 want sia. But he quite good also la, cheer me and zolly up when we're sad, buy us ice-cream, take out the prawn shell for us, and whatever la. Just hope he'll do well in his N level cause he dont study at all and keep complaining that he'll fail. Lololol hahaha ok, so me shall continue rot my day away.

Ahhh hi. Saw two chiobu on top? ^^ take that photo on fb as i lazy to take it from my phone. Ok la, i will talk about that idiotic girl who wearing white shirt, today since she blog about me. Hahaha, i love her alot cause she really the one who always by myside. Thou she is one year smaller den me but our mindset, attitude and pattern also the same. Yknow, if one day... someone dare snatch her away i swear i'll kill you want ok. Heh, as for folly i will blog about him tomorrow. Sleep early all!

Started blog again, heh. I swear i am damn lazy to update my blog want but i will try to update as often as i can. Ok anw, i swear i hate people who talk behind my back i mean like who will like it? And whats more is my BEST FRIEND that i once trusted so much. Ah ok, i dont wish to talk about her only spoil my mood keke.

DoreenSea 15
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May 2012

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